January 2024

Moments not lived in love but steeped in heartache are moments of grief. What I feel is me grieving the loss of unlived parallel possibilities of love.

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The work of my heart is the work of the world’s heart. There is no other work.

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To be patient means to wait or suffer or experience. When you have no choice, but to be patient. For each strengthens your ability to be present, to be in the pain of not knowing, to feel yourself age in body, but grow in spirit. To be patient is to not escape into fantasies of predictions, which I am oh so good at, to not live for tomorrow, for tomorrow was never promised.

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“What if we pointed all the energy that typically flows towards seeking, and instead directed it towards stewing in the moment?” 

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Did I know I was too much for most people
Yes I did, even when I was 19 years old. Email me at toomuchh@gmail.com

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State over story. Use breath to change state. 

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In what ways are you complicit in creating the conditions for your challenge?

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 Learn from those climbing down the mountain that I wanna climb.

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I reveal myself to you not for you.I reveal myself to myself through you. 

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